I need to leave. I need to drop everything and just go. I’ll come back, but I need to get away. To make the realization again that there is something bigger out there than a dead end job and a car payment. I need to discover what it’s like to be a child again that trusts her Heavenly Father whole heartedly. There’s just one problem, I am an adult; with bills, and responsibilities, and who doesn’t have the money to run away. How is it that life gets in the way of life? It’s one evil paradox.